helium heaven

there was no tears i made when he came to my place, i gave him my best smile and showing him my happiness. i know i feel better. even i still found that so-so expression in his face. i keep smiling. widely smiling and showing him that i found the ring, the ring that he gave to me, which i couldnt find anywhere yesterday.

we do casual conversation, like there's nothing happen lately. his face is still showing his so-so feeling that doesnt disturb me, i was doing my best to fix everything.

last night we went to unpar with a couple of his friends. watching TOMPI performances really make me happy. i LOOOOOOVE the way he sings, the way he performs, and the way he entertains ppl. yurra hugs me several time, and sing some tompi's lyric in my ears. i still feel that he's feeling so-so. but i dont care at all. i'm singing all night long.


Tompi - Sedari Dulu

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